Sad truth of my motherland

I look going to China, love the food, sometimes the weather, the commoner’s daily life, the view and a lot more. Ask my fiance how many times I try to convince her China is good and great. I seriously believe one day I will move to somewhere in China to live, not because is cheaper but because it is the place to be. I also know quite a handful of more outspoken people in China who constantly voice their radical comments quite often. From time to time I forget the reason why they do… and in some nights I might find them annoying. But nothing less I respect them totally and are proud that they can maintain such a strong political and independent view. Is harder to find people like this these day, as the 80s after generation seems have a DNA defect which technically make them spineless

Today is another hard working day for me, working on my new product for over 20 hours and as I just do my routine reading on the net, I stumble upon this piece of news: China put father of “Toxic Milk” child on trail which I knew one is just right at the corner. Another showing of China’s screw up legal system. Well sad to say it has almost become a quarterly or half a year thing which some how some screw up news about China’s legal system will get into main stream media. This one like every piece before again put me into deep depress. It shows my dream of living in China is still far away. In someway I feel shame as I consider I am a Chinese. I feel bad and terrible for the person who is know being prosecuted. This piece of news is simply a bad one… nothing good can really come out of it… this is the sad truth of my motherland. All I can hope is one day my “mother” will realize she really need some mental help to get herself to think STRAIGHT and re-understand the color chart especially what is black and white…